/// 12:52 pm
there was supposed to be an extra long post here........ and it disappeared...! argh... i give up....
/// 7:18 pm
I m SOOOO sick of the after effects of moving in here.
My mum was SO NAGGY!
EXCUSE ME!
I HAVE BEEN USING THE COMPUTER FOR MY WORK, AND HERE YOU TELL ME THAT I TAKE MY FRIENDS MORE IMPT THAT HER.
HHHHHHHHHEEEEELLLLOOOOO?
PLS WHO WAS THE ONE WHO SAID THAT I WAS A WEIRDO AND THAT SHE WAS MORE SOCIALABLE?
AND WHO WAS THE ONE WHO JUST SAID THAT SHE WAS SO FED UP WITH HERE COS SHE HAD NO FRIENDS.
WELL, MRS SOCIALABLE, GO MAKE SOME!
AND I M INSULT FOR BEING REGARDED AS SOMEONE WHO WOULD DO THE STUPID MISTAKES I DID IN THE PAST ALL OVER AGAIN.
WHAT AM I?
I DUN TOK 2 U, THEN U START SAYING THAT I DUN WAN TO BE CLOSE.
DO YOU EVEN HAVE A SENSE OF PRIVACY, SPACE OR EVER EXPERIENCED THE SOUND OF SILENCE?
I BET NOT!
WHAT, YOU THINK I M SO ENJOYING MY LIFE IN SCH WITH MY NEW FOUND FRIENDS?
ACTUALLY, I HATE BEING IN THIS SITUATION.
I HAVE TO MAKE FRIENDS ALL OVER AGAIN, BEING THE UNSOCIALBLE, OF COS I DUN LYK IT!
YOURE MRS SOCIALBLE SO GO ON, JUST MAKE FRIENDS WITH ANY TOM DICK OR HARRY OR JILL JANE OR JENNY.
sOMETIMES I DUN EVEN NOE HOW TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH ANY ONE. I DUN EVEN NOE HOW TO APPROACH PPL, EVEN THE PPL OF SAME SEX.
AND I HAVE ACUTE PARANOIA, THAT SOMEONE IS TALKING BEHIND MY BACK.
SOOOOO, STOP COMPLAINING TO ME!
IVE GOT OTHER ISSUES TO WORRY!
GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO BITCH!
/// 10:46 pm
Argh
I better stop complaining....
i feel sumtimes i m greatly troubled, especially i think about the old house.....
i feel lost now...
its abit lyk being rid of your identity by force and then trying to fix it up all together again, but without any tools or the idea.....
/// 11:45 pm
emails that i wrote.(rewritten and edited---- hey no way i m going o say my personal stuff out!)
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PAVITHRA!PAVITHRA!PAVITHRA!PAVITHRA!PAVITHRA!
PAVITHRA!PAVITHRA!PAVITHRA!PAVITHRA!PAVITHRA!PAVITHRA!PAVITHRA!
PAVITHRA!PAVITHRA!PAVITHRA!
hee hee, how's the prom?
I ve started school already..... :(
haha. btw, can u tell gracia i sent her sumthing by snail mail?
god, economics is difficult, especially if you missed a term and a week............................
so, let me tell you about my new sch!
Firstly, this is why this sch is so cool:
- new campus!
- uniform lyk british! ( vests and sweaters!)
- i can wear ANY type of shoe i want, so as long its practical. Today my classmate wore 1/2 cm heel.
- i can dye, perm my hair
- food here is GOOD! ( and i can easily go to sch without ANY money cause its paid alrdy.)
- and lastly, everybdy here is SIAO. ( and they also make lots of noise in class =D)
then, why this sch is bad:
- i have to wear stocking to keep warm. =(
- i am being watched lyk a guinea pig by the seniors ( the grade 12s)
- lots of open spaces= open wind.... aarrrgh bbbbbrrrrr
- i m totally lost in economics.
- i just made a fool of myself by pushing this boy during a game of basketball continuously. i found out later he was older than me and was in the sch basketball team. (AAArgh)
\n \nbut then, i still MISS you all.\n \nboo hoo.\n \nhaha hows holiday?\n \nand guess what, \n \nmy cca is choir........................\n \nmalu, malu......\n \noh yeah and bcos there are younger children in the sch, there is CHAOS. while waiting for my bus back home, those ppl in the Q with me would start RUNNING, KICKING. and FIGHTING. but then its not the i-hate-u-so-i-hit-you-fight and the we-r-mortal-enemies-fight. its the i-hit-u-cos-i-lyk-2-do-that-2-u-fight. * slaps head* \n\n \nhaha, wat a sch...\n \nI have 15 bks to study for eng+lit!\n8bks to study chi+lit!\n(im dead)\n \nbut then, theres another girl cuming after me.... so shes more dead then me.... MUUUUUAAAAAAHHHHHHAAAAAHHHAA!\n \n\u003dD\n \nsaying goodbye from the rainy, cold and windy place,\nMichelle :P\n\n",0]
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but then, i still MISS you all.
boo hoo.
haha hows holiday?
and guess what,
my cca is choir........................
malu, malu......
oh yeah and bcos there are younger children in the sch, there is CHAOS. while waiting for my bus back home, those ppl in the Q with me would start RUNNING, KICKING. and FIGHTING. but then its not the i-hate-u-so-i-hit-you-fight and the we-r-mortal-enemies-fight. its the i-hit-u-cos-i-lyk-2-do-that-2-u-fight. * slaps head*
haha, wat a sch...
I have 15 bks to study for eng+lit!
8bks to study chi+lit!
(im dead)
but then, theres another boy cuming after me.... so hes more dead then me.... MUUUUUAAAAAAHHHHHHAAAAAHHHAA!
=D
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what!!!!!!!
pavithra wrote me the letter, so priority goes to her first.
(lyk duh...) =P
i wanted to join sumthing lyk badminton, but they were ALL FULL.... can't believe it... pity the boy cuming in after me.... ( mayb he will go to the eng literacy club... read read read till ur degree goes up...)
if you say s'pore chilly, you know i had to stand and wait for my bus in the morning (10 degrees) only in my uni and stockings????!!!!. and u say s'pore chilly... *shakes head*
have you been contacting the others? i duno... i miss them....all.... except you... just kidding...........
i have a leeeeetttttllllleeee bit of problem with getting along with my classmates... they dun seem to want to lyk get to know me better...... i TOTALLY suck at this making friends thing. I made friends with this korean gal, Siwon, and another chinese gal called Christine. ( my moms name! ) then there is also Sussan ( she keeps on swearing... and calling names that makes it so funny!), whom i think she's korean, and the others not that close. Joanne goh and ting, Nicola, grace, rui xuan( i hope i got her name right...u noe, shes zesa's best friend in pri sch??? so coincidental), si ying, qi min. and one more i can remember............. and the boys dun really tok 2 me..... theres Charles ( this guy is so strikingly quiet...-_-" yes i noe, thats y i remember him... japanese) and Kang min, korean, Brandon ( super gee siao they say), and 3 other boys whose names i didn't really get...........
haha, sussan was asking us our birthday's over lunch and she was lyk practically forcing charles to say his b'dae...." what's ur b'dae!" then charles mumbled sumthing..." huh" charles mumbled sumthing louder..... "oh.... 18th of oct(if i remember correctly)" lol... i almost flipped.
And i learnt that christine's b'dae was on 25th of dec.... she so not getting two presents....haha
grace's frm cheung cheng high..... she moved at sec 2....
I duno wats with ALL of them but when i say i m frm raffles pri, they were lyk all WOW... and i had to explain to them abt the entire whole sch, that the GEP pp then are gd......
i got assigned to joanne ting on the first day and she was a bit reluctant so i went to sit next to Siwon, so thats how i found them....
( i found sumthing irritating 2dae.... i m mistaked with Siwon...... we have abt the same hairstyle.. reminds me of li ting and mr phua and jeanette....LOL)
and the guy that i played basketball with... i still feel extremely SORRY for pushing him....(his name is austin, duno wat lvl hes frm)....but then he came to our lunch table todae to tok to my classmates lyk nothing happened, so heck cares( not going to say sorry if he doesnt need it )
haha.
My mum is so happy (but tired)right now.... day in day out shopping, Shopping, SHOPPING!. so cool and tired.(she's forced to used the driver to make him feel wanted...... cos my father colleague changed 5 drivers in a short period of time....competition in the driver market)
I sit next to 2 small little imps in sch bus that make my day happier in sch... their 10 and they are abrum and audrey. ( no they are not siblings, just that they used to tok to each other until i intruded) they are SOOOO funny. they see me eat, they ask for another and another..... and all the other stuff. However, the other two imps that sit in front of me are definitely that bad news. they say the same sentence every day. " I m going to kill you! to each other" and Abrum would say " PLEASE KILL ME! PLEASE KILL ME! I BEG OF YOU!" lol......
so, please hand in to me your holiday journal ( 5000 word essay ). Please send it to me in one hrs time. (just joking)
Michelle.,
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Haha!
I WISH i could relax lyk you all..... i got CHAPTERs to catch up.........
GRRRRR..... Mr Evanno ( the french maths teacher ) FORCED me to take the test, which TOPICS i HADNT even been TAUGHT. WITHOUT my calculator summore........... Me n siwon were lyk saying :" If i fail the test, its mr evanno's fault that he didnt give me my calculator and teach me!" Christine shortened it : " If i fail, its mr evanno's fault he's my teacher!" LOL
Today another guy came. He's Ben. He's lyk the thorn amongst the roses, cos HE'S THE ONLY GUY TAKING BIO! He is slightly ( gracia's height) taller than me and has very light coloured eyebrows. Sussan is so attached to him for some weird reason.... Some of the guys( ooh i found out their name, Tan Heng, Alex, Marcus....hmmm one is so elusive...) got jealous...( yes sussan attractive in korean sense )... i ve a feeling they (ben and sussan) know each other for very LllllllllllllllllllllllOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGG already....
I got back at sussan today ( she scared me once...) by hanging a " FOr Sale" sign around her neck.... my class did the sign for a charity.......
Christine has half german blood! Cool rite! LOL
Some korean guys and jap? are bishi ( pretty ) but then younger than me... and i dun really lyk them in the same sense as li ting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (sicko)
I HAVENT seen a stray cat here..... i feel abit disappointed.... but then their pound service is so effective there's no more space anymore.... so oh wells.
I answered a survey on how many hours i sleep. My ans was the weirdest and the most. I put 8++++ LOL. they all sleep 5 to 6 hrs.... poor things....... THen they said" Do you drink milk?" Joanne.L was so funny, saying: Milk is so good for you, Duh, of course i drink it, later you cannot grow......blah blah ! So funny. The person who answered the survey after her ( the survey was in a checklist ) said: Yeah i do, see why my friend joanne so luo suo (irritating).........
"So how lyk that?" Sussan FAVOURITE phrase to date.... she has been saying it over and over again.. A DETERRENT to speak singlish, cos the next phrase u might say could be her pet phrase for a week.......
my mum apparantly read the little imps part. she started laughing at me over and over and mention it to my father.... oh bother. When i was sleeping in sch bus this afternoon, abrum poked me over and over, asking me if i were asleep..... cute! Audrey just laughed along. Finally smiled.
That time they called khang ming pervert, cos we were talking about the book " THE OUTSIDER " for lit and theres this part where the narrator wants to kiss a man for defending him in court for a murder. He misintepreted the bk and said that he was on the way to discovering himself to be a homosexual. WT.....
But then i found the source of his preverse ways: Marcus. I remember him for his hat ( he wears those sock hat to sch most of the time.)
he was holding a cane with the end shaped as a hand and used it to touch Khang Ming's butt (-_-") in front of me and siwon. we were enlightened. XP ( but then no khang ming is not homo.)
In the class, the boys fight is the MOST embarrassing yet comical. They act lyk li ting, as if each fight is a fling. THen today, Marcus said something "perverse" to Brandon and it ended up in a fight. Then Marcus gave up and told brandon he could hit him anywhere to make up his mistake. Then it lead to another fight cos Brandon threatened to knee in his...*eh herm* and then another comical fight ensued. Yes, we see that everyday. Even Ben was so amused.
In the school bus, me, audrey and abrum always make fun of Khan Ming and this other guy ( they sit at the last row, while i sit on the second last row) they SLEEP so funny. Khang Ming always ons his ipod and holds on to it tightly. Then when he sleeps, his head tilts back and mouth is open. LOL. Sometimes, his whole body sways towards the right, so he is almost bending down..... me, audrey and abrum always laugh at him first. I hope he didnt hear it..... :D Then the other guy always leans on the window ( dusty) and tilts his head back and mouth wide open to sleep. We laugh at him last cos he gets down either with audrey or with abrum. (funny schedule) He is trying to keep awake now cos i always tap on his shoulder roughly to wake him up. :P
Today, audrey met me and christine in the hallway. So christine: Who are you?
Audrey points at the class sign and says: This class ( P4 Pearl)
Christine: Oh you're P4 Pearl.
Audrey: Who are you?
Christine: Im DP1!
LOL! it was so funny. Audrey got a bit annoyed... but hell, it was priceless!
btw, i m coming back every year, not every 2 yrs. Dun worry for nothing.....:P
Michelle
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haha
i was mistaken that the new person was a girl. I think i m still inclined to "GALS RULE!" theme. :D haah
Internets down and up lyk a kid with fussy choices.
I feel so much better now listening to j pop.
sukide, the words i dont wanna hear but long to hear.
Kinda contridicting, eh.....?
i ve come back to same old state in singapore.....
i duno when i m going to get out of it.....
i m starting to cave in....
maybe one day i m going to stop.
Who knows?
Better than those who dont even try.
:D
haha..... i feel lyk an idiot now.
