So... /// 11:34 am
Just asking, is anyone going to be in Singapore in Dec-Feb?
Going back then (:
Baking a cake at midnight 'tween the passing hour of daylight savings time. /// 1:07 am
<_<
its officially DST in one hour.
And theres church at 8/9 am tomorrow.
niceeeeeee. 3_3
Haha.
Step to Step Guide to Picking Lemons at Night!Step 1: Go outside
Step 2: Run back in to grab a jacket and handphone cause its fricking cold and dark outside.
Step 3: Run back out to find yourself in dew-ridden grass.
Step 4: Go to lemon tree.
Step 5: Turn on light function of phone.
Step 6: Touch a lemon to see whether it is ripe.
Step 7: Then shake it to see whether bugs are on it.
Step 8: Wait for bugs to
evacuate.
Step 9: Twist the lemon from the branch as you would to a human's head.
Step 10: Drop the lemon, for extra caution if bugs are still on it.
Step 11: Repeat steps 5-10 for more lemons.
~~
XD
And I did exactly that.
YAWNNN
So stressed now.
fatigue. /// 11:44 pm
You know, I never really realised how tired I actually was.
Maybe I am.
I don't really know.
Tanu reminded me earlier just now that I had no breaks at all.
"you know u really no breaks
as in the moment o's finished
you jumped into midway ib
then the moment ib finished
u jumped into uni
hectic, no?"
hahahahahahahaha.....
Never really thought of that.
I guess my life is a continuous string of hectic events that is constantly lengthened by knotting the end of the string to another piece of string.
Always seemed so, especially after I went to Secondary School.
hmmm..
Funny how lies also function like that.
Pas si facile
D'être aussi pure dans un monde qui l'est moins
(Not so easy
To be as pure in a world that is less)
French sounds so good, heh? XD
Wished I actually continued French. :z
キミがいると どんなことでも
乗りきれるような気持ちになってる
こんな日々がいつまでもきっと
続いてくことを祈っているよ
Sighh... Passing you is awkward and unbearable... I can't say anything to you, and neither can you. Let it pass.
random thought /// 11:59 pm
My mum always said to me in the past that not to do stuff on the bed, otherwise whatever I do in the future I would rather do it on the bed than on the proper table and chair.
... That would mean that "doing business in bed" would take on a totally different meaning. XD
Flowers - moumoon & Style. - 西野カナ /// 8:28 pm
03. Flowers
作詞: YUKA・Kenn Kato
作曲: KOUSUKE MASAKI
This is all about you, yeah
Flowers of your love
I want you to tell me
ばっかみたい･･･身動きさえ取れなかった First love
独占欲の果てに 迎えた思わぬ Bad end
あなたのその瞳 私を映す鏡だった
すがる思いで覗いたら
まだ続けられたかな?
But I said “It's over"
Cause I believed in you ひとりよがり
Now I know 素直になれずに
Too late to wait ちりばめた涙拭いて
少し晴れた目で空を見た
So tell me x3 愛はずっとこの胸に残るの?
Really x3 まぶしい笑顔 つないだその手もキスも
Baby x3 大事にするね ココロ重ねた日々
意地っ張りのあの日の私
いまならばいえるのかな?
I thank you for your love
Flowers of your love
私のハートに咲かせてくれた花 So beautiful
不器用な優しさはドラマティックじゃないけど
その生き方 ひたむきに輝いた全てが
ありあわせの私の価値観塗り替えてくれたでしょう?
But I know it's over,
Since I got over you 得たものは?
Something special 暖かな
I say good-bye 遠ざかるあなたに
せめてこの想い届くように
So tell me x3 愛はずっとその胸に残るの?
Really x3 いとしい指が撫でたこの髪もキスも
Baby x3 大事にしてね ココロ重ねた日々
少し大人になれたみたい
感謝の気持ちを込めて
I thank you for your love
Flowers of your love
真夜中 目が覚め
夢の中を探ってみるけれど
あなたがただ微笑んでた それくらいしか
なぜか思い出せないの
あーあ幻でもいい
何度だって聴けるレコードと
もう二度と聞けないあなたの声と
So tell me x3 愛はずっとこの胸に残るの?
Really x3 まぶしい笑顔 つないだその手もキスも
So tell me x3 愛はずっとその胸に残るの?
Really x3 いとしい指が撫でたこの髪もキスも
Baby x3 大事にするね あなたがくれた花
あのキスも あの指も あの声も あなたの匂いも
Dalala･･･ 無理に忘れようとしないよ
I thank you for your love
Flowers of your love
Translation:
This is all about you, yeah
Flowers of your love
I want you to tell me
Like an idiot...I couldn't even move - first love
Because I wanted you all to myself, I met with an unexpected bad end
Those eyes of yours were mirrors that reflected me
If I'd clung to love and peeked inside
Would we have lasted?
But I said, "It's over"
'Cause I believed in you, I was complacent
Now I know as I can't be honest
Too late to wait, I wipe away the scattered tears
I saw the sky with my slightly swollen eyes
So tell me, tell me, tell me will this love always linger in my heart?
That really, really, really dazzling smile, the hand I held, and your kiss
Baby, baby, baby, I'll treasure all those days in my heart
I was so stubborn that day
But can I say it now?
I thank you for your love
Flowers of your love
The flower that bloomed in my heart is so beautiful
Your clumsy kindness isn't very dramatic but
Did your way of life, how everything about you shone so earnestly
Change my half-baked values?
But I know it's over,
Since I got over you, what have I gained?
Something special, something warm
I say good-bye as you grow distant
I hope this love, at least, will reach you
So tell me, tell me, tell me will this love always linger in my heart?
Your really, really, really dear fingers stroking my hair, and your kiss
Baby, baby, baby, please treasure all those days in your heart
I seem to have become more mature
With all my gratitude
I thank you for your love
Flowers of your love
In the dead of night I awaken
I search through my dreams
But for some reason all I can remember
Is you smiling
Ah, I don't care if it's an illusion
I can listen to that record over and over
But I'll never hear your voice again
So tell me, tell me, tell me will this love always linger in my heart?
That really, really, really dazzling smile, the hand I held, and your kiss
So tell me, tell me, tell me will this love always linger in my heart?
Your really, really, really dear fingers stroking my hair, and your kiss
Baby, baby, baby, I'll treasure the flowers you gave me
And that kiss, those fingers, that voice, and your scent
Da-la-la...I won't force myself to forget
I thank you for your love
Flowers of your love Style. - 西野カナ
はじまるよキミとボクを
つなぐ扉ノックすれば
どんな未来が僕らを待っているの?
大人がそう求めるのは
完璧なスタイル
いつか歯車のように
すべてが重なるように
カミサマ いるなら聞いてよ
いついつまでもこの瞬間
リピートできない毎日を
見送らなくちゃ
だからあともう少しだけって
子供でいたい
boys&girlsが何人も
この世に隠れ潜んでは夢を見ている
っていうストーリー
夕闇に消えていく今日は
いったい何を残していくの?
近づいてくる 君の確かな足音
たくさんの日々 抱きしめたら
夜の空も 悪くはない
惑星が輝く 絶好の背景で
カミサマ Happy song聴いてよ
永久保存版のレコーディング
Take 1,2,,,For you !
声高らかに歌っていたいよ
今はあともう少しだけって
淡い思いに
後ろ髪ひかれながら
流れる日々を音階へlala
メロディ鳴らそう
Black or White この世界に
ひとつひとつ意味を
与えてpaint my life
‘3D'グレーの曖昧さはナシさ
大人のいつもの
決まり文句なんだから
カミサマ いるなら聞いてよ
いついつまでもこの瞬間
リピートできない毎日を
見送らなくちゃ
だからあともう少しだけって
子供でいたい
ピーターパンの為に
モーニングまた目覚めたらこの世界を
照らし
てね All right?
Translation:
It’s beginning now
What kind of future waits for us
If I knock on the door that entwines us together?
As we’re growing, what we’re searching for
Is a perfect style
Someday, like gears turning
Everything will fall into place
God, if you’re there, listen to me
You have to watch over these moments, forever
these days we can never repeat
So just for a little while longer
I always want to be a kid
There are many boys and girls
Hiding behind in this world and dreaming
And that’s my story
Today the twilight is diminishing
What just keeps leaving?
I can hear your approaching footsteps
You hold and close many everyday lives
The night sky isn’t that bad
As the planet shines with the perfect background
God, are you listening to the Happy Song
I’m recording for the permanant preservation
Take 1, 2,..FOR YOU!
Now after a little more
I want to sing loudly
Even though your hair is being pulled
You’re thinking it’s faint
Everyday life flows, lala the melody will be on the musical scale
This world is black or white
Give meaning to each and every moment, paint my life
It doesn’t give any ambiguity to the grey ‘3D’
That’s the usual platitude of adults
God, if you’re there, listen to me
You have to watch over these moments, forever
these days we can never repeat
So just for a little while longer
I always want to be a kid
Just like Peter Pan
In morning light of this world
You’ll wake up All right? I feel like overdosing on sad songs.
Funny how that out of my favourite singer, I can only hear one song from her when I am sad.
I guess I will be overdosing on ひとり more than I want to.
My parents are leaving shanghai tomorrow, so I won't be going back to Shanghai anymore.
But I can't help but worry.
Why?
No idea.
Its like trying to start anew, but with more obstacles in front of me than before.
There won't be a steady flow of income anymore.
In fact, there might not be a flow at all.
The future is so unsure, sometimes I wonder its safe to move forward.
Today is the day where I declare I have given up on him.
Why?
Because it seems stupid to go on.
I want to leave this summer with happy feelings, not of longing.
Happiness is so difficult.
Its so easy to just be sad and move on with pain.
LALALALALALALALA. /// 6:27 pm
Well, havent blogged in such a long time.....
EXAMS ARE IN THREE WEEKS!!!!!!! O_O *spazzes out* <--- ( more like zone out)
Well thank goodness Chem 1102 is the last exam!... If it was in the front I would probably flip.
SUMMER IS INTERFERRING WITH SPRING!!!! NOOOO!....
sometimes I wish my parents are still going to be in shanghai, so that I will experience perpetual winter-spring (:.
Hard luck.
.... SO things happened this week:
1. Li jin sang to my mp3 songs!
LOLLLLLLLLLLLL I m still laughing at thinking what she sang. She listened to my mp3 player and then started singing "de deh de de dum X10" And I had no idea what she was singing. -.- And then I realised that it was Boston - Augustana -.-""".
"
You don't know me" to "
HCL doesn't know me" XD.
Next song encued was Touch My Body - Mariah Carey. She couldn't change lyrics in time so the next song was Mirror Mirror - M2M.
"
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind" (cues FURIOUS nodding)
And 不得不爱 - 潘伟柏 ... I can't even describe it...
2. Pim had 5 days MC!!!
TnT Spent my week alone in lectures.... Kaye too didn't go for lectures as she had to finish her lab report... ): But I actually stayed awake for Chem1102 alone!!!! O_O ZOMG.
3. AAHH.. Almost got found out. ):
Haha... well. Li jin almost learnt who CCD is. :S.... And I did not blush. I repeat, I did not blush. I was just covering my eyes. <_<
4. I seriously think that one of the chemists in the chemistry looks high.
I was imitating him on friday to Pim. He always has this chemically intoxicated smile and funny walk when I see him. Its like a little high kid. And.... its just really funny.
PLOP!
... hmmm /// 8:38 pm
Well... I am still not used to my new keyboard. Have to press a fraction more strength as compared to the old keyboard. Soooooo...
Lijin: If you have your HCL (hot chem labist) then I have my own CCD (go figure XD) and i choose him
(:
ITS SO HOTTTTT...
Perth suddenly went up to 30 deg... and the sun was so bright I almost died.
I should stay in Alaska.
Seriously.
Goal :
ALASKA 2020!Yeah, i wish. I dont really want to be in the same state as Sarah Palin... after her crappy interviews.
Goal:
ANTARTICA ALASKA 2020!Hahaha
Well internet sucks now. Its so unstable. And slow.
Sighh
Stocked up on instant oats and Soy Milk (:
Just hope someone doesnt drink it too.
/// 12:00 am
The lonely note wafts in the air,
resounding throughout my troubled heart.
Though it is not accompanied by another,
It sings a song of grey.
The song is a song of no art,
But the lonely pianist would play no other,
for it is a song that truely reflects his soul.
The song plays its melancholic part,
And the heart continues to carry out its solitary journey further.
~
说好的幸福呢-周杰伦 /// 12:29 am
你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了倦了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的懂了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐
你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的懂了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐
怎麽了. 你累了.说好的.幸福呐.
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了.
我都还记得.
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐 !
I am tired. Of everything.
I realised I already lost him on Monday, not next monday.
Somehow I sit at the benches, thinking some kind of ray of hope would shine and attract his attention.
Yet I know its not possible.
I decided to go to areas that fit with his schedule.
I sit in the middle of the plaza to get your attention.
I stand near the lab to get a whiff of you, I am addicted to it.
Yet I know its not possible
And I am tired of waiting.
Yet I know its not possible.
New computer /// 7:32 pm
I dropped my old computer on fri.
The monitor's inverter spoilt.
Repairs would cause 700 aussie. ):
So i got a new computer.
sony vaio VGN-CR353.
):
doesnt match up to my old one.
Sigh.
I miss you VGN-FJ58GP.
