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02.小小蟲 - 方大同

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Name: Michelle
Age: 17 years old
Date of Birth: November4 1990
Horoscope Sign: Scorpio

meizshelle@gmail.com

RGPS CGS SSIS UWA :3

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Saturday, April 28, 2007
/// 4:24 pm

Now: Irritating siwon by giving her many mp3 links frm mr brown and Ong and Leong. must go listen! funny funny! and then also checking podcasts myself...........

Just now: Cleared out the laundry and did abit of vegetable cleaning...... so irritating. Its lyk every leaf there were black spots. And ate a pau. Which really made me feel nauseous. Also played many meaningless round of poker, solitare showdown and some other random game with siwon.

Morning: played some games. Room escape ones.

ARGH!

this is the start of my holiday. THe rest of the other days will be crap, i bet.

Sunday, April 15, 2007
/// 1:19 pm

╰>佳:wave:change # - 92330997.proud of you gold cgssb!:AD2,2nd fund collection of $5.GP package test monday. says:
nono.wht's BS?
|みち| - maths HL ( no SL ws!) and proj, english IA, Chem SL tutorial, TOK journal, EE qn choice, CAS proj fair, sng proj says:
bull shit
╰>佳:wave:change # - 92330997.proud of you gold cgssb!:AD2,2nd fund collection of $5.GP package test monday. says:
...right.
i knew tha.
really.
i did.
|みち| - maths HL ( no SL ws!) and proj, english IA, Chem SL tutorial, TOK journal, EE qn choice, CAS proj fair, sng proj says:
right. not.


lol i m laughing right now.... we were toking abt the ' Im in IB, therefore I B.S." lol............. all the 'you know you sold your sold to IB is when...." list are so hilarious, but scarily true....

My sig, is lyk theres SO MUCH HW!..... TT...... i m so sad....

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
/// 9:58 pm

Ok... this is a msg to all my friends over in singapore, since the ppl in china cant c... me included. So, i need ur help. cos i really need it.... i think i m getting addicted to the internet.... well, it is a fun place.... so when you see me online as early as 5pm, something is wrong. so please IM me to tell me to do my work, or either that to log off. so when you see me online frm 5 - 8 pm, please tell me to stop all the internet that i have if i din do finish my hw.......

as you can see that i m writing this because i did not do finish my hw. my bad. well. i m going to do my hw now, am i m going to be isolated frm society... KK.

Monday, April 09, 2007
/// 3:30 pm
















More Scientific



You have:
70% SCIENTIFIC INTUITION and
47% EMOTIONAL INTUITION

The graph on the right represents your place in Intuition 2-Space. As you can see, you scored about average on emotional intuition and above average on scientific intuition.Keep in mind that very few people score high on both! In effect, you can compare your two intuition scores with each other to learn what kind of intuition you're best at. Your scientific intuition is stronger than your emotional intuition.



Your
Emotional Intuition score is a measure of how well you understand people, especially their unspoken needs and sympathies. A high score score usually indicates social grace and persuasiveness. A low score usually means you're good at Quake.

Your Scientific Intuition score tells you how in tune you are with the world around you; how well you understand your physical and intellectual environment. People with high scores here are apt to succeed in business and, of course, the sciences.



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ISTP- The Crafter

You scored 18% I to E, 57% N to S, 85% F to T, and 63% J to P!

You do not approach strangers readily, but you have no problem leading. You are so sure of yourself, others are hesitant not to listen. Your type is known as the crafter, which belongs to the larger group of experiencers. You are likely a master of tools, including vehicles, musical instruments, and weapons. Most pilots are of this personality type. You are always on the go, you live for the here and now to follow your whims, and you share your type with 10% of the population. You don't feel very parental, but you feel your fraternal bonds very deeply.

As a romantic partner, you are calm and handy to have around when something goes wrong. You are very responsive to immediate and obvious needs in your partner, but are less comfortable with emotional ones. You are fun, playful, and adventurous. However, at your heart, you are something of a loner and will resist exposing your private thoughts. You want to be appreciated for your ability to size up a problem and solve it quickly. You feel most appreciated when you are left to do your own thing spontaneously.

Your group summary: Experiencers (sp)

Your Type Summary: ISTP



















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Robot

You are 85% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 42% Brutal, and 14% Arrogant.

You are the Robot! You are characterized by your rationality. In fact, this is really ALL you are characterized by. Like a cold, heartless machine, you are so logical and unemotional that you scarcely seem human. For instance, you are very humble and don't bother thinking of your own interests, you are very gentle and lack emotion, and you are also very introverted and introspective. You may have noticed that these traits are just as applicable to your laptop as they are to a human being. You are not like the robots they show in the movies. Movie robots are make-believe, because they always get all personable and likeable after being struck by lightning, or they are cold, cruel killing machines. In all reality, though, you are much more boring than all that. Real robots just sit there, doing their stupid jobs, and doing little else. If you get struck by lightning, you won't develop a winning personality and heart of gold. (Robots don't have hearts, silly, and if they did, they would probably be made of steel, not gold.) You also won't be likely to terrorize humanity by becoming an ultra-violent killing machine sent into the past to kill the mother of a child who will lead a rebellion against machines, because that movie was dumb as hell, and because real robots don't kill--they horribly maim at best, and they don't even do that on purpose. Real robots are boringly kind and all too rarely try to kill people. In all my years, my laptop has only attacked me once, and that was only because my brother threw it at me. In short, your personality defect is that you don't really HAVE a personality. You are one of those annoying, super-logical people that never gets upset or flustered. Unless, of course, you short circuit. Or if someone throws a pie at you. Pies sure are delicious.



To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.



Compatibility:


Your exact opposite is the Class Clown.


Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Emo Kid, and the Haughty Intellectual.


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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.


The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.


Be sure to take my Sublime Philosophical Crap Test if you are interested in taking a slightly more intellectual test that has just as many insane ramblings as this one does!


About Saint_Gasoline



I am a self-proclaimed pseudo-intellectual who loves dashes. I enjoy science, philosophy, and fart jokes and water balloons, not necessarily in that order. I spend 95% of my time online, and the other 5% of my time in the bathroom, longing to get back on the computer. If, God forbid, you somehow find me amusing instead of crass and annoying, be sure to check out my blog and my webcomic at SaintGasoline.com.

















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Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test


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5 - the Observer

Thanks for taking the test !

you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE (aka "The Thinker").


"I need to understand the world"



Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical,
and insightful.



How to Get Along with Me




  • Be independent, not clingy.


  • Speak in a straightforward and brief manner.


  • I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts.


  • Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that
    I am feeling uncomfortable.


  • Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your
    sincerity.


  • If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because
    it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place.


  • don't come on like a bulldozer.


  • Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music,
    overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy.



What I Like About Being a Five




  • standing back and viewing life objectively


  • coming to a thorough understanding; perceiving causes and effects


  • my sense of integrity: doing what I think is right and not being influenced
    by social pressure


  • not being caught up in material possessions and status


  • being calm in a crisis



What's Hard About Being a Five




  • being slow to put my knowledge and insights out in the world


  • feeling bad when I act defensive or like a know-it-all


  • being pressured to be with people when I don't want to be


  • watching others with better social skills, but less intelligence or
    technical skill, do better professionally



Fives as Children Often




  • spend a lot of time alone reading, making collections, and so on


  • have a few special friends rather than many


  • are very bright and curious and do well in school


  • have independent minds and often question their parents and teachers


  • watch events from a detached point of view, gathering information


  • assume a poker face in order not to look afraid


  • are sensitive; avoid interpersonal conflict


  • feel intruded upon and controlled and/or ignored and neglected



Fives as Parents





  • are often kind, perceptive, and devoted


  • are sometimes authoritarian and demanding


  • may expect more intellectual achievement than is developmentally appropriate


  • may be intolerant of their children expressing strong emotions





Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy

Discover the 9 Types of People

Harper
SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages




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    yay! nice!

    Sunday, April 08, 2007
    /// 11:26 pm

    today, out of the blue, i began looking at xiaxue's blog. i cant help but roll my eyes at her. Really. She goes around bitching........ and laments that she cant be compared to an average angst laden teenager. is lyk she is lyk bitching aloud, in public ( well she has so many fans ) and still says that she cant be compared to them.... and she is literally a cam whore. the entire whole place is her face. Literally. And then she goes around saying that she is so good..... makes me feel lyk WTH??!!!!.......

    and then she goes around saying abt kantang ( which is a very outdated post) and then i have to admit, singapore, compared to canada or australia, is indeed very inferior. However, compared to all the third world countries, singapore is indeed superior. I m the least patriotic person in the world you can say, cos everywhere is grey to me. Shanghai feels lyk singapore, with less rubbish bins and more spitting and chinese talk everywhere. other than that, everywhere is BLAND. BLAND BLAND BLAND. the only places that are unique left are the villages on the mountain lyk the miao village on the mountain. ........

    I was born a 'kantang' cos i wasnt born here. I was born in the old big fat china to singaporean parents. so i would be a double kantang, cos i dun lyk singapore equally to china. However, being a singaporean citizen has all the perks compared to china citizen, so hey. Is not lyk i haf anything against the rules in singapore or sumthing, but its just that i hate hot weather. my brain dont really work in hot weather. and i m more alert in cold biting weather.

    And then xiaxue goes on and on about how we should be kissing the ground ( not literally ) cos of the perks singapore gives us. Is not lyk i cant survive without the perks. Makes me really pity those ppl born in the airplanes. they dun haf any world status and they dun get citizenship frm anyone. which literally sucks.

    Which comes to the point is that she is literally bitching. Oh woe is me. i wonder why she had some run in with other bloggers a few yrs back.....

    and then she toks abt the picture that the hand holding the rabbit is not her hand. is lyk wat is her problem ( oh dear i m going into bitch mode...) is she trying to insult the shopkeeper's hands......? sigh....... she is indeed a girl trapped in a woman's body. ..... i think shes a bit too old for all this bitching eh?.......

    ( i m telling siwon abt this site. and she is lyk giving a comment after each post. unfortunately, i cant voice out my displeasure, cos i have to use a cilent in order to get into the site..... ban in china)

    anyway...... i m trying to do my hw now, but my brain is dead. so help me.... i think maybe i shld go to slp now and do it in the morning. good idea......

    i oso think i will start drawing comics for DA soon. Cos i need something for me to vent my frustrations on.

    UGH!

    Saturday, April 07, 2007
    /// 2:00 pm

    i m worn out already.

    I think that moving here was even worse than staying in singapore.... here, i m moving away from GOD, unlike when in singapore, when we went to church every sunday. Haix i m tired of the state that i m in now.

    My mum threatened me yesterday, saying that she was fed up with life again. and then she went on to say that i only haf abt one year left, and then i spent most of my time using the computer.

    hello? thats because i m doing my homework ....!

    and then she went on to say that she doesnt want to cook for us anymore, and then she wants to buy bread for us, so that she could slowly poison us with fungal infections in our stomach. which is slightly ridiculous, but then her effort is there..... so i got the idea.....

    i really want to curl up in one corner and cry my sorrows away ( cant use alcohol, not a drop at hme) but i know that it wouldnt help. Which is very sad.....

    I m a dreamer. thats y i always dream that i will always get together with everyone like one great big happy family. But the realistic part of me will always say that i m foolish. I am.

    I m an exggerator. i found out. my stupid habit is coming back. i tend to over animate scenes. which is bad. really bad. Makes me as superficial as those that i think are superficial.

    I have too many flaws and too little time to improve. When will i ever get to change?

    Wednesday, April 04, 2007
    /// 1:38 pm

    Free report for: Michelle

    Artisans are the temperament with a natural ability to excel in any of the arts, not only the fine arts such as painting and sculpting, or the performing arts such as music, theater, and dance, but also the athletic, military, political, mechanical, and industrial arts, as well as the "art of the deal" in business.

    Artisans are most at home in the real world of solid objects that can be made and manipulated, and of real-life events that can be experienced in the here and now. Artisans have exceptionally keen senses, and love working with their hands. They seem right at home with tools, instruments, and vehicles of all kinds, and their actions are usually aimed at getting them where they want to go, and as quickly as possible. Thus Artisans will strike off boldly down roads that others might consider risky or impossible, doing whatever it takes, rules or no rules, to accomplish their goals. This devil-may-care attitude also gives the Artisans a winning way with people, and they are often irresistibly charming with family, friends, and co-workers.

    Artisans want to be where the action is; they seek out adventure and show a constant hunger for pleasure and stimulation. They believe that variety is the spice of life, and that doing things that aren't fun or exciting is a waste of time. Artisans are impulsive, adaptable, competitive, and believe the next throw of the dice will be the lucky one. They can also be generous to a fault, always ready to share with their friends from the bounty of life. Above all, Artisans need to be free to do what they wish, when they wish. They resist being tied or bound or confined or obligated; they would rather not wait, or save, or store, or live for tomorrow. In the Artisan view, today must be enjoyed, for tomorrow never comes.


    Artisans make up between 15 to 20 percent of the population, which is good, because they create much of the beauty, grace, fun, and excitement the rest of us enjoy in life.

    The Four types of Artisans are:

    Promoters (ESTP) | Composers (ISFP) | Crafters (ISTP) | Performers (ESFP)

    http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/
    You feel that everything is going against you and you are worn out and exhausted by all the conflict and quarrelling. You are trying to protect yourself but at the same time you are hiding your feelings, hoping that by so doing, you can avoid exposing yourself to attack. Hopefully this will give you the chance to get on with your life. Nevertheless, you should be very careful to try to avoid stirring up any opposition which might endanger your plans:

    Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.

    We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one.

    There is considerable amount of stress present in your life at this time and this is perhaps due to some considerable mental and physical frustration. There are various physical needs that are necessary for your well-being but whatever the reasons - mostly of your own making - your needs are not being fulfilled. We wonder why? You are under the impression that nobody seems to care for you. This predicament is most uncomfortable and it is because of this that you are experiencing far more stress than you feel you can cope with. You need to find a soul mate - someone who truly understands you and whose standards are as high as your own. As matters stand you would like to break away from the vicious cycle that you find yourself entrapped but this is easier said than done. You refuse to compromise with your opinions and essentially you are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of the necessary decision. You are stubborn but this should be no deterrent experiencing a happy life.

    You feel worn out - you have no energy and your depleted vitality has created intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel inadequate and this subjects you to agitation, irritation and acute distress from which you try to escape by refusing further direct participation. You have become very wary and cautious but you have an inner strength. You have that determination to get your own way and succeed in the end.

    Sunday, April 01, 2007
    /// 11:05 am



    OH NO! i m EMO! XD lol..... well, i dun realloy think i m emo, i m just sentimental emotional. lol.

    You belong with a bassist.

    Whenever you see a band live, you probably feel a powerful connection with that one musician who's over to the side of the stage, not saying much. You'd never want the high-profile hassle of dating a singer or lead guitarist, so you'll be much happier with a calm, down-to-earth bassist. The stereotypical bassist is less attention crazed than his/her bandmates, but he/she still knows how to rock out. Bassists like their music loud, but on a personal level, they tend to be kind of quiet and mellow. Bass players are proof that dating a rock star doesn’t have to be about crowded after-parties… it can be about chilling out and listening to music together with headphones built for two.

    wow... i m shocked... well not really. but i dino i would most likely fall in love with the bassist.....



    yay!



    hmm. reliable? i prefer eu-naturale! .... hmmm........ i m probably the kind who will wear dress pants there....