/// 8:44 pm
haha, this is the third post today, its weird isnt it........
looking at my email, has become something sentimental and heart-tearing to me. Looking at the lists of people i have, i realised that my friendships that i made could not stand against the power of time, that all strong bonds have crumbled into the ruins of the great wall of china.
I know that i m partly to blame for it,but then people move on too fast sometimes......
Maybe thats y i didnt make many friends in Sec 3/4, it is probably too painful to make some more friends who just want to friend you just for the 2 yrs of company. I think i think too much into the future, but what can you expect when someone just suddenly stops contacting you, and especially when they were close to you? I am probably like this because of the mistakes i made, i cannot let go. i want to relive the past again and again, not caring about the future.
Which is sad. To think that i m under so much denial............................................ haix. its me, and i cant do anything....can i?
