/// 5:52 pm
so.... i answered siwon's post. Wells. i m abit sad right now. This is because i know tmr is not a good day. How i noe? cos of Ms. Chan's black face. I m really afraid. I didnt really study for that test, cos i was busy crying.
It was one of those nights that everything turned out wrong. Its weird that i m so attracted to the night, although all the bad stuff happens at night. i wonder if i really am supposed to be here. They say that in life, there will always be one big obstacle. If this is not the big obstacle in my life, then my life's biggest obstacle will be humongous T_T. i think i will have to wait and see.
I m needy.... i m too needy. i think. I m having dreams that is totally out of my nature. I had two dreams last night. All of them was what i didnt want in life at all. The first one was about me being to forced this guy and because ... sorta persuaded him, then i married to ... . The other one is i became another... gf. I thought it was horrible. it was lyk that time i went to korea and had that dream. This is so disturbing. I cant shake it off me.
These dreams makes me think ' Am I needy?' Do i really crave for someone to love, hug, and kiss me? i really hope not.
