/// 2:00 pm
i m worn out already.
I think that moving here was even worse than staying in singapore.... here, i m moving away from GOD, unlike when in singapore, when we went to church every sunday. Haix i m tired of the state that i m in now.
My mum threatened me yesterday, saying that she was fed up with life again. and then she went on to say that i only haf abt one year left, and then i spent most of my time using the computer.
hello? thats because i m doing my
homework ....!
and then she went on to say that she doesnt want to cook for us anymore, and then she wants to buy bread for us, so that she could slowly poison us with fungal infections in our stomach. which is slightly ridiculous, but then her effort is there..... so i got the idea.....
i really want to curl up in one corner and cry my sorrows away ( cant use alcohol, not a drop at hme) but i know that it wouldnt help. Which is very sad.....
I m a dreamer. thats y i always dream that i will always get together with everyone like one great big happy family. But the realistic part of me will always say that i m foolish. I am.
I m an exggerator. i found out. my stupid habit is coming back. i tend to over animate scenes. which is bad. really bad. Makes me as superficial as those that i think are superficial.
I have too many flaws and too little time to improve. When will i ever get to change?
