the crystal kay fan girl is back! /// 11:07 am
Haha! I m so HAPPY! 'cause kuri-chan came up with a new album ( ok that was long ago.... but then i just found out. so sue me. )

ALL YOURS
- こんなに近くで...
- Dream World
- Anytime
- Anata no Soba de
- Cherish
- STILL
- Butterfly's Garden
- Kitto Eien ni
- ESCALATOR
- Sugar Rain
- I WANNA BE
- Lonely girl
- Midnight Highway
- Last Kiss
Unfortunately........ its about S$44/++ TnT
haha. have to be content with listening to this.....
haha.... so.... nice..... however some of the songs required abit more listening to get use to it, unlike her Call Me Miss album......... funny thing though is that her STILL is the same as the As One song that she has.
Her こんなに近くで... is very very relevant to alot of people. haha. how ever when i pass the song into a translator, i get abit dizzy...... so...
tada! the rip-off-from-website-translation:
Japanese:
恋が切ないと直ぐ傍で気づいたあのよる
だって他の誰より貴方の事を知っているから
いつもの然リ気ない優しささえ
この胸をしめつけてく
こんなにこんなに近くで見つめても
どうしてどうしてただの友達なの
どんなにどんなに強く思っていても
伝えられない
You don’t understand
I’m so in love with you
元気ないよると貴方から言われた瞬間
涙此処すえ首で寝不足からで言い訳した
一番大切な人に嘘を重ねてく今の私
毎日毎日胸が苦しいから
幾つも幾つも眠れる夜を声
初めて初めて出会ったあの日々また
戻れるのならいいのに
I’m so in love with you
愛していると告げたいいいと
もう二度と笑顔には戻れないかも知れない
けれど友達の侭告げリはないは恋以上
私出来ないから
本当は本当はずっと好きだったの
何時でも何時でも愛し続けてたの
貴方に貴方に届けたいきもちを
青い空へと囁いた
I’m so in love with you
Translation!
I realized that love was painful that night by your side
Because I know you better than anyone else
Your everyday kindness
Makes my heart ache
Just like this, I look at you from up close
But why, why are we only just friends?
No matter how strong my feelings are
I can’t convey it to you
You don’t understand
I’m so in love with you
It was a dull night the moment you said it
The tears that reached the tip of my neck were the reason I couldn’t sleep. (!?)
Right now I’m always lying to my most precious person
Everyday, everyday my heart aches
There are so many voices I hear when I sleep at night (!?)
I’ve gone through so many, many sleepless nights
Ever since the first day we met by chance
If only we could return to that time
I’m so in love with you
It’d be nice to confess and love you
Is it impossible to go back to our smiling faces?
Although remaining as friends and not confessing might be better than love
Because I’m not able to do it anyway
Truly, truly I’ve always loved you
I always, always want to continue loving you
I want to send these feelings to you
I whisper them to the blue sky
I’m so in love with you
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haha ok. back to reality. I finished chem! so now i have to get ready everything else.
I think i m the only one not going anywhere during the hols.......... siwon is thinking of doing TOEFL at japan.....(can ask her to buy any outrageous stuff..... but then she say i go there myself. lol. in my dreams, where i have money and private jets XD) haha so i m mainly just crapping here because of my joyful mood. Lol... and then my com is sorta hanging. i seriously should change my batt. its highly overheated and it only stores one hour plus of life. That sucks.
christine came to me with a scare. i got so ballistic and freaked out when she said that she cut her wrists. but then it turned out to be a joke. so i became even more ballistic........
its interesting that death can affect many people in a way. it affects the balance of someone's life when someone dies, as we always try to have a control over her life. its so hard to take control of your life actually. Unless you have this pot of gold that is in your bank rotting thats is waiting for you to spend it. and when you die you have no one that is dependent on you. yeah that when you do not have lives spinning out of control. Haha. just realised that my space bar is half shiny, on the right side. friction. LOL.
i should go and study right now. lol. but then there is 5 more mins till i have to wake my mum up. so . lol. after that. hmmm.... theres nothing much to write now. so i shall stop.