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02.小小蟲 - 方大同

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Name: Michelle
Age: 17 years old
Date of Birth: November4 1990
Horoscope Sign: Scorpio

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Sunday, July 20, 2008
nauseic thoughts /// 2:48 am

.... Well.
Its 2.49 am now.
I have been awake for 48 mins now.
I have very bad sleeping habits, no?

Now im deliberating between AVG and AVAST... ( if you dont know what are they, they are free antivirus programs)

I have one day to finish my girl PS painting. Which goes on very slowly.

My eyes feel puffy, which is very very very unbearable.

Sigh.

Im still panicking inside for my tickets to Perth. Apparently I cant get them issued. Qantas is trying to play a stupid joke on all of us. RAHHHH.

Now its the best time to play the song ひとり.

ひとり-中島美嘉
Translation by: Jonathon Wu

The streets dyed in crimson red
The shadows on the pavement
That picture of us
Where did it go to?

Silently passing by
In the middle of the season
The only one left
Is me...

Gently
Displaying my weakness
It was possible,
Even though I didn’t think so
It was a
clumsy love [we had]

Just one more time
If the two of us can just return to that time
Without being mislead I
Embraced you
[Please] don’t let go

The night dyed in black
Hugging my knees
I think back upon
The day you came over

Surely I was childish
I didn’t see it [at first]
I say, the name of love is
Understanding

At that time
My chest was pilled up
Even those
Repeated memories
The disolved
Without even a sound

Just one more time
If I can just return to that one night
I embrace your back
When you try to walk away
[And then] I stopped pulling you back...

When I was so selfish
I told myself it was the solution a hundred times
Soon it will be alright
I keep on going, waiting, all by myself

Those painful memories of you
You lived on and found someone to be with
There’s no misery for anyone but me
But even now
I can’t forget [you]

Just one more time
If the two of us can just return to that time
Without being mislead I
Embraced you
[Please] don’t let go

Its a nice song to listen to alone.

I am currently listening to 鬼束ちひろ who sounds really really like AI. But with a jazz sound. And every song makes you want to cry. Well. want to. but no.

月光(Moonlight)-鬼束ちひろ
Translation - Teresa Ko

I am GOD’S CHILD
Set down upon this decayed Earth
How do I live on such a field?
This isn’t why I was born...

My stride succumbs to a sudden gust of wind
It seems like I’ll fall any moment
But these chains won’t allow it

Having surrendered up my heart to you
My feelings for you now lay scattered about
I still don’t know how to pick them up

I am GOD’S CHILD
Set down upon this decayed Earth
How do I live on such a field?
This isn’t why I was born...

Talk more about your ‘reasons’
Until I fall asleep

I’m swathed in medicine that doesn’t work
Here, there is no sound,
What should I believe in?

I am GOD’S CHILD
These sounds of anguish leave scars on my back
I can’t hang out this world
It’s my only thought: I have no place anywhere

Discomfort, a bitterly cold wall,
What will the next thing to weaken me?
Don’t reach out your hand, even at the end
You, of all people, will rescue me

From the silence

Time will speed the pain

I am GOD’S CHILD
Set down upon this decayed Earth
How do I live on such a field?
This isn’t why I was born...

I am GOD’S CHILD
These sounds of anguish leave scars on my back
I can’t hang out this world
It’s my only thought
I have no place anywhere

Sigh.