Thursday /// 9:25 pm
Thursday is the first official day that I am going to start praying dearly for my life.
Perhaps I do not need to worry, but then Paul, Dad is making me worry.
Today's lesson for chem is ok.
I guess I should stop eating during the day, so that I wont fall asleep during lessons. Eating makes me sleep.
Sigh.
Life is sad. Especially when you are have no one to depend on.
I guess I hate the feeling of independence, but then I never really wanted to grow up, get a job and get a family (NO WAY).
I just wanted to travel through the boundaries of childhood and adulthood, swimming through the warm waters of dependence and innocence, living a life of soft security.
Sounds nice? Well, of course it does. Except that it doesnt really exist, unless you are born in the right family, circumstance.
Buts its nice to feel that way, no?
Thats the thought for today.
Anyway, I feel screwed. But I think Yonathon would feel even more screwed, cause he should know the girl's name better than me <_<. Yeah, I talked quite alot to her, and I can't seem to remember her name! OMG.
Luissa has been dancing for quite a long while. Shes like bipolar Siwon+energizer bunny+ very commercialised dance moves+girlishness.
Anyway, I want to move to somewhere nearer to the uni. But I will have to wait till I am 18.
I miss watching movies on tudou. Well I shall pacify myself with new Jpop (:
Darn jt and hx are jetsetting!!!!! I want to do that!
aiko's KissHug is out!!!! But OMG it takes so long to dl hereeeee! TnT
