You know, I never realised how bad it was to be the only child, till today.
Its hard to be the only child, especially when you grow old.
It has nothing to do with companionship or love.
But it has to do with duty.
No matter how you look at it, 1 child supporting 2 people is difficult.
And I have no one to share this burden with.
Furthermore, there is the addition of one more child in the family, which I can't bear.
I just want to run away.

Growing up looks even more bleak than before.

And the worse thing is that I can't possibly share my problems in depth.